| This is to the pathetic obsessive loser: |
[Apr. 29th, 2006|10:24 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nymphetamine, OVER and over again | ] |
So go fuck yourself, she doesnt want you, you ruin peoples lives with your pessimistic attitude and fucking devotion for feeling sorry for yourself. IF YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT SOMEONE THAT FUCKING MUCH you let them go if it will make them happy. your selfish and need to grow up.
WITH LOVE AND FUCKING AFFECTION
-R |
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| These days.. |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|08:39 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Metallica, battery | ] |
So..have been listening to alot of metallica lately. More than i have in a long time. I really missed it i dont really know why i had kinda backed off from it. I think music is the best possible addiction. Man..fade to black KAYLEIGH WHERE THE FUCK ARE U! lol it seems like only we understood how it was to feel these songs babe;) in our fucked up mood swings. The good ole days. I wish i could play the guitar that would be crazy. i wish my fingers were bigger and longer lol the whole baby hands thing is kinda a disadvantage i spose. Definatly am glad this is the last year of being in a highschool. i dont even care about having to do nightschool next yr. id do it for 2 if i had to. highschool is SO fucking gay. awww <3cory weir. listened to someone play cemetary gates on saturday, totally thought of u!
thats all. boring i know but how new is that.
-R |
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| oh snack |
[Feb. 11th, 2006|07:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sympathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blank page, SP | ] |
so i recently watched corpse bride and holy shit was i disappointed i remember talking to cory w about that for SO long and we got all hyped and wanted to go see it n shit and when i finally get around to renting it i was all excited but what the hell it was so retarded. so matt q's dad just passed away it is so horrible i was talking to him when he dropped by the school i guess it was a few days later and i was on msn last night and it is just so sad hes really holding up well though. some people though we worry about all our own little issues and people like him can go through something so unbareable and still take it better then we do our own shit.
thats just unbelievable |
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| i am what i am im not like you |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|08:55 pm] |
this weekened brought back alot for me. i saw an old bf on saturday, he took me to one of our old places, were friends now but i hadent seen him in awhile. i dunno it was really good and alot was said, just for the record sort of deal. i dunno. somethings really do happen for a reason, other things happen just because judgement is FUCKED. everytime i was upset or thinking way to much i just put in dark side of the moon. honestly that album is so perfect. so balanced. so amazing. it can pick any mood up.
i really wish there was a way to fast things forward. i cant stand how things are never followed through. no matter how much u think they should be or want them to.
from now on i will make things follow through no matter what
you cant bounce back from everything and things arent always going to be okay in the end, that doesnt mean it has to be seen as a bad thing, just neccessary.
i got nothing..really
R |
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| Smile happy |
[Jan. 19th, 2006|02:00 pm] |
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| | nirvana, rape me | ] |
OH JEN! i love you dont be sad you kick ass and your beautiful! fuck the people who dont understand you know who and what ur interested in and ur intentions are!some people just cant let go, doesnt mean u have to hold on |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 19th, 2006|01:58 pm] |
| You're a Wild Drunk | 
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|08:55 pm] |
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well its a new year and i have to say i am incredibly glad for it. there will be alot of great changes this year. it is definatley about time. |
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| fuck christmas |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|05:52 pm] |
i had to put my cat kasey down on monday night. i couldnt believe it we didnt even know she was that sick we thought she just didnt feel well, ate too much or something. i hate how attached you can get to animals.
i guess im going to go to sleep
goodnight |
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| random |
[Nov. 18th, 2005|07:01 pm] |
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| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | whatever you became, COLD | ] |
I <3 Jen for starters. -~ALWAYS~!-
todays pretty blah for me. ive been cleaning out my room and my brothers old one. i actually am getting it done for once, im surprised my procrastinating habbits fucked off for an afternoon. im actually really happy today.i shouldnt be but i am. my family and i are doing amazing today. ive never heard my mom and dad laugh so much and i plan on calling my brother just to say hey..im really sappy today and i dont even care that im a nerd. i tryed making a snail out of coloured paperclips this morning but got a really fucked up call. so the paper clip now rests behind my bed. i hung out with brad yesterday, i was waiting for the bus and he like came outta nowhere. he had parked by rainbow and everything and i hadent even noticed till he was standing beside me. im sharp that way. it was really good to see him, we talked about everything.fun time.i dont even care people choose to be sad, it is really possible to just choose not to think about the fucked up shit and look at the good stuff thats left over i dont even care what it is. im so tired of seeing these fucked up lj entrees full of depressing messages, why even write it? why make other people feel bad for you and have a moment where their upset because you mean something to them and they want you to be happy. its really fucking pathetic. sure there may be bad shit about your day but theres no way in hell that was the only event. why cant some people just live and learn why does it have to be live and bitch and bitch and make the rest of your moments depressing and lonely. ill never understand.
EVERYONE SMILE YOUR ALIVE TODAY SO THINGS CANT BE THAT DAMN BAD |
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| rusty spoons baby! |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|07:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sp,blank page | ] |
seriously i must be really slow. today amanda and them showed me 'salad fingers' i thought rejected cartoons was good..OH MAN! this shiz is so creepy it is amazing im in love. definatly need more of a life. everyones lj's are getting so dramatic im glad i only use this thing once in awhile but i guess its a good way to check how people are doing ESPECIALLY when they move to sault st marie and have a birthday coming up totally soon in december. crazzzzzy hoe. speaking of crazy hoes coreys little message was crazy. ghetto beats. i hated the halloween dance it was SO annoying and gross. fat hoes in there little getups. so sad. those love handles have DEFINATLY seen better days let me tell you. one chick was so drunk she kissed me. isnt that sick? she was a fat hoe and so drunk and falling over. its funny cuz the principles thought they screened it well but they did such a shitty job like everyone i had to take pictures of was either completely drunk or stoned.god that chick was gross her lips like dragged across my cheek as im pushing her away. surprisingly strong the std soaked hoe was, ill give her that.
PS JEN IS SEXY IN HER BLUE FRIGGAN CAR! struttin her bodacious booty!
PPS i will get you corey chew..and your little dog to. OH MAN wizard of oz was on the other night. yes indeed..i watched it. |
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| these highlights of the day are getting a wee bit sad |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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| | blank | ] |
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| | SP, speed kills | ] |
i just bought a purse. its brown. havent really had a purse purse before..more of a bag. i feel a tad gurlish. i guess its fun enough..not frilly but it is still a purse.. |
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| meh |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|08:29 pm] |
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| | bitchy | ] |
I miss jen. |
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| pah |
[Aug. 20th, 2005|12:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bitchy | ] |
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| | demon of the fall, Opeth | ] |
i can tell this is going to be a longass night. i hate how the people that have the most in the world completely take it for granted. eating constantly from a fucking silver spoon then just spitting everything from it in the providers face.how can u ever be happy with anything if your blind to everything. its such a waste i really dont see why people like that even continue living i really dont when they have no self worth or respect and couldnt care less if they were to die tomorrow yet they fucking stay around and decide to effect everyone elses lives and fuck shit up for them while still remaining miserable and useless at the end of the day.
on a plus
im going up north for another week. i think the temper needs a little relaxing id say. kinda hard to bite your tounge sometimes i guess although i will be up there with my parents so who knows how fun and loving this week will be. anythings better then here at the moment. later
ps- jen you kickass I LA U |
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| woopee...plah |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|07:48 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | the distillers,for tonight your only here to know | ] |
well i just got back from a week up at my cottage it was pretty good id say. sacha came up at one point thats was pretty fun he was alot better then last time he was up there and got along better with my parents. we swam and such i think i got some good pictures. on a side note..
PLAH! so i go to rent jawbreakers at the movie store in town mickey the FAT vested freak informs me HE SOLD IT because it wasent rented enough. pfft whatta FAG his ass is LUCKY that slackers<3kayleigh was there so i spent my last few days up there singing along with cool ethan. man that guys eyebrows ROCK like seriously i think i could stare at them all day they make these crazy little movements...yea u can tell it rained alot this week..alot of indoor time.
well ill end it with jens a hot sexy muffin.
-R |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|10:21 pm] |
JEN YOU KICKASS I LOVE YOU!!YOU SERIOUSLY ROCK THE HELL OUTTA EVERYTHING! EVERYONE IS SOOOOOOOOOOO GAY! EXCEPT VISENES AND ALLY CATS AND NIKKI PINKFLOYD BUDDIES AND ANYONE ELSE WHO IS LIKE US
<3 <3 <3 |
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| 4 ..3 ..2.. 1 never get to seven |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|10:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | M M , Dried up, Tied and Dead to the World | ] |
So ive come to the conclusion that guys are fucking pricks and it always tends to be the ones you care most about and usually all at the same fucking time. i can now totally see why theres all these little whores running around thinking there by sexuals, BECAUSE GIRLS CAN BE SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER TO TALK TO and they fucking LISTEN and they dont let there fucking egos go tot here fucking heads..well it least not the gurls i talk to. It seems so pointless sometimes to even try to fix whats been broken or even to try and start something better with someone else. Being alone sure as fuck seems a hell of alot better then this bullshit. fuck it
-R |
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[Jul. 20th, 2005|10:05 pm] |
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I CANT FUCKING STAND THEM I REALLY CANT THEY NEVER SEEM TO SHUT THE FUCK UP WHEN THEY SHOULD PARENTS HONESTLY ARE FUCKING RETARDED IF THEY EVER FEEL THEY ARENT IN CONTROL THEY FUCKIN FREAK THE FUCK OUT AND TRY TO DRIVE YOU UP THE FUCKING WALL |
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| aw <3 |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|04:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tiptoe through the tulips | ] |
well fuck today has been fuckin INSANE like i dunno so many crazy little surprises and normally i fuckin hate surprises but today was awesome with them, my mom brought me milk for the sidekicks on her lunchhour<3 fuckin GREAT so i was definatley pleased THEN i get this call from kayleigh who shiz i havent talked to for AGES other then the odd time on msn and even then it was next to nothing her fone died tho so that sucked but it was still nice:) and then i got a visit!! i hadent seen people for SO long with all the holidays and shiz!
i miss nicole:(
I love coke
Jen is splendid.
-R |
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